I'm feeling very drained out now.... juz got back a while ago from school.... i had this seg orientation trial run in the morning which i felt was totally a waste of my bloody time... i went there at 7.30 and all i was doing there was standing and watching the performances backstage.... it was crap.... then i left "them" at 11.30am, to meet up with the pals.... i was helping them out in the campus concert which by the way is organised by pals itself.... it was pretty cool, but i could see some slight uneasiness shown by some people.... but this is to be expected as it is our first time.... i was again helping out backstage, juz like in the morning.... and juz like in the morning's orientation, i did practically nothing.... i kind of felt useless there..... my job was the most slack.... but kudos to cj, pris, jas bee, zhiyong, and the other ICs who were involved.... they did manage to run the whole thing pretty well, and even though there were hiccups here and there, it is still very commendable as it is their first time..... if it was me, i don't think i would even survive the planning stage.... i have to be honest here.... i don't really have any leadership abilities.... after hearing what cj said during the debriefing, it really got me thinking..... i have always been a follower and was never a leader.... sadly its true.... but i actually knew that a long long time ago.... i have always said and even told some people that they think way too highly of me....

I think some people felt really left out in this event..... and i'm really really sorry for that... those people should know who they are..... really sorry if you feel that way.... Oh ya, today is akil's birthday.... Happy birthday man!! Well, i've gotta go now.... have to wake up damn early tmr for the orientation.... nitez!


Riz lost himself at 6/28/2004 11:42:00 pm

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